Back from work....first of all, i miss my deardear so much!!Want to go over and give her a hug, knowing that she's very busy with work and not feeling that good about other's insensitive remarks....don't understand why all those people like to give such remarks without considering the person's feeling and emotions!.....but just want deardear to understand and know this, dear will always be there to support every decision....also that with perseverance, things will turn out good and you will feel good about the outcome : )))!!!

........i myself feeling shag and tired from work, went to work earlier today, for the sake of learning something new and useful in the long run, got there, setup my bar, went to learn what's needed....but sadly, i was informed that i don't need to go for the "Food & Hygiene" course next monday...as i'm not a comfirmed staff yet...sigh...but true enough, it's a fact that can't be changed....still wondering when i will be comfirmed....hopefully is within 2 months....: ))

.......busy as the day was, hardly having the time to message my dearest deardear.....it's not that i don't miss her that's why i didn't message her much....just that, the time was filled up with things to do...deep down i do and has been missing her without fail...always wanting to be able to be there to acompany her...share her thoughts and tireness....sorry deardear, most of my time now is spent on work and rest....please don't feel neglected....dear didn't mean to do so....dear really want to spent lots of time with you!

......deardear, try hard and endure through what you are doing....from work to slimming down....know it's hard...but the effort will pay off...okie?....and also through this period of time while both of us are working....dear need to earn a living....you too need the income...but one thing is for sure......i need you the most....without you in my life....all will seem meaningless....YOU ARE THE COLORS OF MY LIFE!Mucks!!!!!!

.....ok, i shall stop here....going to rest my back and my eyes....got to go to work early tomorrow...yawn!!!

Loving my DDDLPHHP!!!!!!!Sending you my deepest and warmest hug to you.....though it's not real, yet it's my warmest thought!: ))

Reached home after meeting my deardear laopo....hmm, she's so tired yet i pulled her out of her slumber and off to the coffeeshop for breakfast...hee!....but i wanted to see her more, although i myself is also tired from work...really hope one day, when i get my ntuc link card...we be able to go for our chalet together....spent more quality time together...

........although i'm tired, but seeing her just makes me feel happier, the plain fact that i get to see and talk and hug and kiss my deardear, makes me happy inside....

........just want deardear to know that dear is trying my best to juggle work, time, and expenses together with my most treasured and loved person....that's you deardear laopo!!....though it's not much time together but at least it's better than dear go work then home sleep then only off day i get to see you.....it'll improve...okie??....when you go study....at least there's a sunday where we could spent a good day out?....dear knows that you really miss me alot....same goes to me... : )))....

.....hope deardear don't find me naggy about certain things....just want the best for you and don't want unhappy incidents to happen...you are my deardear, and i will certainly worry for you more than anything else.....i love so much.....if only i could physically pull down the star, i will really do it for you...even if it's hard i will try till i get it for you.....no one else deserves it more than you...knowing it make you happy!

..........for the time being, money matters, just don't go and worry about it too much on my side....dear understands the situation ok?...just stay happy....: )))

.....guess deardear is hugging "Jie" tightly now...hee...if only i'm "Jie"...keke...okie, dear go rest for tomorrow's work le....i miss you!!!

Long time since i last blog......here it goes!

Started my first day as a bartender, back at Dbl O, today.....got abit lost here and there, but after getting the hang of it...all seems fun at work...dancing the the music, playing around with colleagues and most of all, doing my job.....the paperwork seems easy...ha

.....but i miss my "Laopo"....my deardear.....hmm, got a teddy bear for her, happy that she's happy upon getting it!!!....Hee, she named it "Jie"...me!!!=P

.....looking forward to my off days....hopefully, i can get to see her....cause she's working too....really want to hug her....keep her company...hmm, deardear also missing me lots....miss YOU LOTS LOTS!!!!!!LOVE YOU DEARDEAR!!!!!u!!!

.....right now i'm waiting for my hair to dry before i go off to wonderland....lol

Guess i shall just stop right here.....