Feel so lousy now....lousy about everything...disappointment??...no enegry to think....abit lost regarding certain things said and written....concerns from me are like empty words with no meaning whatsoever....worries about you, maybe im not worrying enough to make you feel that i care....work, work and work....fuck work then!!!Who the fuck invented work....no work, everybody fight with each other then....nobody even bothers to clean the mess everyone leaves behind....let us all die slowly....money, wish im loaded too!!....but im not...so fuck it too....trying to make a mark...trying to get the chance the opportunity to go further....feel like im wasting my time....cause was hoping i get encouragement....time management....i give up with it, every little time seems so meaningless?????????.....deep down, i really look forward to my off days...the time to be with my other half.....im happy....r u??....
..............starting to feel that im fucked up, inconsiderate, selfish and im having a lousy career.........lousy pay, lousy working hours!!!!!!!!!
...........excuss my language here.....to hell with the word "contented"....to hell with "understand".....
........argghhh....to hell with HDB for raising the rent too!!!!fuck u authorities!!!.......and the freaking noise pollution i get everyday i reach home and just wanting to get a good rest......fuck those inconsiderate people out there.......and the stupid newcomer.......please stop asking if you don't intend to practise what u asked.......and stop asking the same and stupid questions over and over again.........swear i will give u a good lecture!!!!fuck!...
.........i miss you lots ok.....if you really feel that im a lousy bf...please tell me straight....frankly, after reading your thoughs in your blog.....im that bad...i can't even manage to cheer you up....can't even make you tell me your problems....
............you are stress up i guess......am i not putting in enough time for us?....ask yourself whether im trying my best or im justing taking it easy...........k, don't feel like blogging further....
........hope you had a good rest...love you lots!....don't take what i wrote to heart.....i need to release too...plus im really feeling low morale.....be it work or what....just hope you will feel better soon....look forward to monday......hope you too look forward to it...........nights......
..............starting to feel that im fucked up, inconsiderate, selfish and im having a lousy career.........lousy pay, lousy working hours!!!!!!!!!
...........excuss my language here.....to hell with the word "contented"....to hell with "understand".....
........argghhh....to hell with HDB for raising the rent too!!!!fuck u authorities!!!.......and the freaking noise pollution i get everyday i reach home and just wanting to get a good rest......fuck those inconsiderate people out there.......and the stupid newcomer.......please stop asking if you don't intend to practise what u asked.......and stop asking the same and stupid questions over and over again.........swear i will give u a good lecture!!!!fuck!...
.........i miss you lots ok.....if you really feel that im a lousy bf...please tell me straight....frankly, after reading your thoughs in your blog.....im that bad...i can't even manage to cheer you up....can't even make you tell me your problems....
............you are stress up i guess......am i not putting in enough time for us?....ask yourself whether im trying my best or im justing taking it easy...........k, don't feel like blogging further....
........hope you had a good rest...love you lots!....don't take what i wrote to heart.....i need to release too...plus im really feeling low morale.....be it work or what....just hope you will feel better soon....look forward to monday......hope you too look forward to it...........nights......
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