Worked in the main bar today....think i'm going to hate the wednesday crowd, over at the main bar.....it's like an english football club!!!Full of english men......whom orders one glass one glass....making our lives difficult...and asking for S$1 change!!!!...they seem to be scared that we cheat their S$1!!!...end of operation, glasses like never stop coming in....washing till the glasses stack up like mountains....finally finish washing and keeping everything....ride home and relaxed after bathing....sitting in front of my labtop....

.......midway through work, received sms from deardear that she's not feeling well....hope she's feeling better and resting soundly now...knowing that she is worried of her job....but then again, just feel that she didn't do anything wrong by taking medical leave....reason, she is really unwell and not in the right state to work...no point causing harm to herself just for sack of working...just hopes that all ends well.....that she will still be working in an environment that she likes most....being with the friends that she made there....Don't worry too much deardear....Mucks!!

.........going to start looking for another day time full time job....wanting to earn more before i get back to school....though i'm feeling real tired right now, but i'm happy and glad for the reason for being tired!: ))

.....turning in soon...miss my deardear lots lots!!....praying hard that she'll be better later when she awakes....not feeling the pain and the discomfort....go away go away please....don't plague my deardear!!!

Waking up to another rainy day.......

Went to have dinner with dear dear....wanted to check out the "He" or "She"?!Keke....too bad couldn't get to meet, anywhere in the area....heard "he's she's" wearing a bra!!!OMG......hmmm...nevermind that then.....

Afterwhich, Haiquan called up, informing that he passed his diploma...congrats to him, when will it be my turn...so decided to go down town to have some drinks on him....went down together with dear dear, to cineleisure.....started raining again....the rain drops hurts!!...stupid me, wearing singlet!...lol.......had our drinks and some food at this cafe at L2....can't remember the name.....poor memory...=P

Decided to go play Dota....got ourselves four coms...stupid Haiquan and Shirun, keep killing my dear dear.....next time, she will kill you all back!!HAHA....seeing her so tired, i feel bad, but happy cause she's happy inside....three cheers for dear dear!!!Mucks!!!Dear really appreciate!!U!!

Afterwhich, sent her home....oh, she really looked very energy drained!!!Love her lots!!!Going to go shop shop with her later, can't wait....

..........Really missing my dear dear alot, wanting so much to be able to be by her side always, to keep her at ease, to be able to protect her from her fears and worries.....seeing that she's so happy at her current job place...yet, wanting her to change her job, not cause i want her to lose her happy workplace...but deep down inside, i really fear for her safety more than anything else....even if it means my own...went down to her workplace today, think i nag too much about things...but it's cause i really care and i really worry...and that i'll support her every decision made ultimately.....sorry dear dear, your dear, me, old already...keep nag...=p

Dear Dear: just want you to know that i cherish you more than everything else....seeing you in fear, makes me want to protect you from it...

....now, back home after work...think i'm having an itchy throat, hmmm....eyes are tired, not a busy night at work...little crowd...

Dear dear asked if i could support her in future....i told her, "Right now i might not be able to do so.....but in the long run, i will work hard, and will be able to do so....willingly and happily..."......as to that said, dear will really work hard in watever my future career may be....support you till the day i can't lift my little fingers....

...........awwwwwwww.....how i miss her now....wanting to hug her tight, let her know i'm there, so that she'll feel at ease...not feeling the fear....hope she's sleeping soundly...

Dear Dear!!Muckz!!!!HugS!!!!Love You!!!!!!

Yeah!!!....so happy that Dear Dear like the "Promise" that i gave to her!...That's our "Promise" together ok...muckZ!!!

....went clubbing with Dear Dear and my friends on tuesday night....to celebrate Evelyn's birthday and Chester's birthday. First we went to Dragonfly...poor service, ex drinks....not so happening club...after finishing the first round, went over to Rave at Boat Quay....nicer than the previous...haha...so happy to be able to bring Dear Dear along, see her so happy, playing games together with my friends...wonderful!!!...

*Dear Dear!!....stupid Dear remember when you asked me that "Who am I?" already....hee!!...it's on the way to the carpark, to my friend's car....keke, and i replied "you are my girlfriend, my Zui Ai, my dear dear!"....and dear really mean it!!Mucks!Sorry made you a bit pissed...smile smile ok?*

After clubbing, sent her home by cab, then she was worried about me going home alone, made me ginger tea....got me a wet towel....and made my bed...thanks Dear Dear!!!: )))
Felt bad that she unable to sleep well cause of me.....thanks for enduring my loud hailer!!keke!!

Loving you with all that i have
Listening always
Caring for you, you and you
Being with you, spending time together
Enjoying and cherishing every moments together with you
Missing you every seconds without you around
Wanting so badly to have control of time
So that you won't feel miserable, missing me
All this and more....i'm doing, can't help feeling happier inside in my heart!I love you Dear Dear!!

Dear Dear: Thanks for walking into my life....and me walking into yours!!
You will be my princess forever....love you so much!!MuckZ!!Hugs!!!

Never felt so happy in my life...went to fetch HX at her house, went down to LJS for our breakfast, hmm....the set she wanted not available....but nevertheless, we ordered something else to eat. Fly in the drink, got it changed.....and still fly in the drink, so never mind, forget it, drank one cup, the one without the fly....while she drank her clamp soup...nice : )

Next, went walk walk, then followed by having our haircut at EC....first time had my hair cut there, fast, yet not that bad....kind of short feeling....after haircut effect maybe...lol...after having done that....went down to HX's Ah Ma house, visit her....reached her Ah Ma's place, parked my bike and went to buy big enormous fruits for Ah Ma....keke...

Went upstairs....met her Ah Ma...seeing them chat, so funny....very friendly....then watched TV....relax abit, then her "2nd Aunt" and "3rd Aunt" came up....ohhh....got a shock of my life, all come up visit her Ah Ma at the same time!!....Greeted them, chatted, man, they are so friendly and jokers....then more..."Tua Kim and Husband" came up too....and her uncle too.....hee....then had light dinner there....plus more chatting with "2nd Aunt" and "3rd Aunt".....feel so happy!!

Afterwhich,went off to Lido for movie with Shirun, Haiquan and Rong Hua....bidded farewells to HX's relatives....bought tickets for 9.30pm....Casino Royale....met Shirun first, went to Han's for proper dinner....ordered black pepper steak and lamb chop....HX's favourites....wow!!Damn freaking nice!!Hee!!....after eating, went to look around at fareast....she saw alot of nice clothings to buy....she will be so happy when she get her pay...: )))....cause those clothings will really look nice on her!!.....time for show....met up with Haiquan and Rong Hua....bought Ice Vanilla Latte with added Vanilla!!!Very nice show....lasts 3hours....: ))

Sent Haiquan home, to drive his car out, then went back to fetch HX and the rest....

~~~~Really feel so happy, delighted....dear dear, thanks for bringing me to see Ah Ma, really very happy, and deep down inside, dear really will love you lots lots, and i never was, and will never be the "All Man" cause, in my heart, there will only be one....and that one person.....is you, my dear dear!!!....it doesn't matter how much things cause or how much being given....all that's important to me, is that you are happy...and being love by the one you love....: ))~~~~

Okay....going to collect the rings later....Weee....going to sleep now...miss my dear dear....mucks to her!!!Nights!

Been a eventful day....firstly, went to meet HX at her house, fetch her to work, then went down to Ah Long place, together with Edwin, washed bike.....finally finished giving my wife a bath after so long....lol

After which, got home, bathed and decided to get the surprise that i intended to get for HX, brought forward the surprise....so, went down to Taka jewellries at PS, picked out the item and went down to find her.....guess she was shocked, showed her the surprise, guess it kind of did the job......but, got to go back to the shop, as the design don't really match her....so went back, spoke to the salesperson, finally decided on the design, which i find it's much better than the earlier one...so went ahead with the it, told to collect it on Tuesday after 7pm.....hmm, can't wait to get it.....so i can put it on for her.....

.......by the way, in my heart, i really just felt like getting it for my dear dear, not cause of what i heard from her, but cause it's a sign of a commitment to her, that i'll love her truely, willingly, and faithfully.......

Went back to fetch her off from work, showed her the picture of it, glad she like it...: ))
About the price......it's doesn't matter, money can be earned back, happiness and love can't be bought....so don't think about it ok?...muckz!!!

Can't wait till tomorrow....going swimming with dear dear!!!My favourite sport...keke....ok, think i got to go and sleep now, so that i'm full of energy tomorrow!!

HX: Dear Dear....may you be sleeping well, keeping warm on a cold night...hugs & muckZ to you!!Nights!!

Yeah Yeah!So happy just to be able to spend time with my dear dear, though not long but a meaningful duration!....had dinner with her, walked to the library, and dear dear pulled me to watson to buy plaster, cause i injured my hand at work yesterday night....put on the plaster for me....feel so nice...: ))....got to hug hug her, felt so damn happy!!!!

.....going to work again at 9pm....till 4-6am....finally finished the present that i wanted to surprise dear dear with!Bought it down to her workplace....hee!...hope she like it alot....cause dear stayed up late to do it....mucks!....dear dear not feeling that well, faster ok ok, pray pray, hope she feel better soon!!Big hugs to you!!

........going to nap awhile first before work....faster tml....then will i get to see my dear dear again!!!

Back from work...a not so busy day today, although the smoke still gets in our eyes as usual!!...early into the night, a customer came up to me and told me that i look like a japanese!LoL....wonder if it's good or bad....haha!Guess what i replied...."I'm pure Singaporean"!

Received sms from HX, freaking Bangalas!!....better don't let me see you disgusting perverts out there caught in the act!I'll make sure they are sent back to where they belong.....how dare they follow her and Mel....Dots!...made me so worried upon seeing the sms...luckily her parents went to fetch her....relieved.....back with work work work.....

Waiting for time to turn faster till the time for me to go meet HX for dinner....hope she's sleeping soundly now. If dreaming, dreaming of sweet sweet ones....

~~~~I'm missing you already....wanting to see you again so badly....want to hug you lots!!Can't wait till later!!: ))!! Mucks to you and no one else but you!!!~~~~

Back from work...a not so busy day today, although the smoke still gets in our eyes as usual!!...early into the night, a customer came up to me and told me that i look like a japanese!LoL....wonder if it's good or bad....haha!Guess what i replied...."I'm pure Singaporean"!

Received sms from HX, freaking Bangalas!!....better don't let me see you disgusting perverts out there caught in the act!I'll make sure they are sent back to where they belong.....how dare they follow her and Mel....Dots!...made me so worried upon seeing the sms...luckily her parents went to fetch her....relieved.....back with work work work.....

Waiting for time to turn faster till the time for me to go meet HX for dinner....hope she's sleeping soundly now. If dreaming, dreaming of sweet sweet ones....

~~~~I'm missing you already....wanting to see you again so badly....want to hug you lots!!Can't wait till later!!: ))!! Mucks to you and no one else but you!!!~~~~

Finally i'm back from Bangkok!!.....flight delayed...reached Singapore at around 1145pm, Zilun's mum came down to fetch us all home....3rd to get off, by the time i reached home, was already 1plus in the morning....dropped my bag and took my helmets, went to the carpark and rode to HX's house.....finally get to see her again....suddenly i felt so anxious to meet her.....reaching her door step, called her up....opened the door, felt so happy to see her!....bought a few things for her, her brother, sister and her family....so happy that she like them alot!!....Seeing her so happy and delighted....just made me so happy inside out!.....

Next, we went down to Marina south, our favourite chillout place....WoW!!!So many stars and so clear!!!!Man are we feeling the happiness!!!!!....Finally, the love sick inside and the emptiness and the missings, just disappeared instantly, from the ****!!!
* **** ***.........**** *** ** ** **********?.....YEAH!!!!!!
16th November 2006, 0328am, Marina South, under the bright stars and the clear skies

......best of all, she saw a shooting star!!!!The second one since the other time!!....She made a wish, it'll come true definitely!!: )) If i see it, the wish i'll make....."Being able to stay by her side always, giving all from my heart, never less".........

......chatted, enjoying the time together, the stars....till around 7plus in the morning....just want to say that i feel like the happiest man on earth now!!!....and i want you to be the happiest girl on earth!!!!

~~~Muckz and Hugs to the special girl next door, whom i love lots, for the rest of my life!~~~

Been in Bangkok for nearly 2 days now......feelinh so damn shag and tired all over.
Blogging now in the lobby of the hotel that i'm staying with my friends. Been to the night markets nearby, for the first day upon reaching Bangkok.....after having dinner at an english restuarant....nice food cheap price....lots of americians!...and the food took 1 hour plus to come!...when back to the hotel and starting thinking about someone i really really miss alot....till now when i'm typing this, i'm still missing her everything!

.....2nd day went to Chatuchar....started shopping from 10am till around 5plus in the afternoon....bought loads of stuffs....and i'm damn shag from it, though i wanted to shop more, but something cropped up so decided to leave for the hotel.....took a bath, learned some card tricks from Long....and went for dinner at some shopping destrict!...ate at Fuji Resturant, cheap yet very nice japanese food....then went to Siam square, Siam Paragon...checked out some pricing and left for the hotel.....till now...: ))....

~~~~I'm feeling abit sick inside, not cause i'm falling sick outside, but feeling the pain of missing someone.....******!! to that someone!!!....going up to my room then....

Just woke up from a short nap.....Went for breakfast at 651 with HX after my work at 4plus. Thanks for waking up so early and acompanying me, even though you needed to work later at 12pm...: ))).....afterwhich, we went to JH, chatted about stuffs and saw stars as well!!!....and i really suddenly felt like jumping into the sky and did something to see if i'm awake!...OMG, didn't know it's going to be so wonderful...really hope time just stood still longer....heard something that could really brighten up my rest of the days....and man!I'm awake and not dreaming!.....others might see me laughing and smiling like an idiot....but that's cause i'm so damn happy, deep down inside!!!.......

Going to get ready for my trip to Thailand soon.....back on wednesday night.....i will miss someone alot....alot alot and LOTS!......will keep thinking of the **** and the ****** and also the **** **** you said to me.......!!!!!

Okay, got to go bath then.....ahhhh,i'm on cloud nine!Yet, my heart is starting to feel the ache!.....

Home from work....tiring...got there at work and realised i'm working ladies bar for the night....felt abit relieve as i'm not in main bar.....but end up, becoming more wore out, due to the constant drinking making for all those liquor thirsty ladies who drinks like hell!

Before work, went to acompany HX to consult doctor on her coughing.....reached her place, started raining, so decided to take the bus down to the polyclinic....been awhile since taking a bus....listened to my mp4 with HX.....waited for 2hours plus to finally finish seeing the doctor and getting the medicines.....when down to JP for lunch...then abit of shopping for HX.....and went to her house.....before i could rest my eyes for that few hours, her mum asked me to bring a fish up to her relative upstairs.....man!What a big fish....got fishy water all over my hands and feats....so took a shower and went to sleep finally....1 hour plus of sleep....and off to work, bidding farewell to her parents and her....

~~~~Got a moral and mental boost from her....: ))).....that helped alot....hoping you are feeling much better now....getting the adequate rest you needed....that the medicines are working....and that that bad cough disapearing....If only time could be stopped at times people treasure most....~~~~

Got home, ate some supper dad kept for me....and online now...ok i shall end my blog here...

A wonderful day had passed.......not too slow not too fast........enjoying every bits and pieces of it...
Went to fetch Huixian at Ang Mo Kio MRT...waited at the taxi stand, saw her walking over.....she looked different from usual. With her eyes done up...black tube and 3/4 jeans....pretty yet refreshing look. Started to rain on the way down town....both of us got drenched by the time we reached town....at least she's not that drenched....and think it sort of fulfilled her dream...forcing her to wear my jacket...though it's too big..LoL....for her own good, i thought. : ).....went for her brunch...SuShi time!....ate happily away....then went to HMV to look for slippers....sad to know that there's no size for her....out of stock....though she was sad, i tried to cheer her up....not really working...so went to Bugis to look for other stuffs.....and again, the size....by this time, she was feeling sad....decided to shop around...saw a "Puma" bag, bought it, nice.........saw a Tshirt, tried it and perfect for her, she like it alot!...bought it!...Seeing her happy again was everything nice!

Got to meet KS and Eileen at Vivo City....so rushed down.....parked my bike, went to meet them...bought tickets for 9pm, Death Note....having few more hours till show time....went to eat our dinner at the foodcourt....afterwhich, went shopping at Zara, Espirit, and Niche....found a nice shorts that she liked....she went to try it out, plus a special dress.....all i can say is, nice!...so she bought the shorts...seeing her feeling happy....went for the show, though she watched it before, promised to watch it with me....through the show, saw her trying hard to control her coughing....inside, felt bad at that fact....must be miserable to go through that...anyway, funny and nice show....waiting hard for part 2....: ).....

...........show ends, send her home as usual....went to 7 eleven, bought sweets and cold medicine....and to her house...alighted, passed her her shopping items...and bid her goodbye for the night...reminding her to take her cough medicine...home for me too.........

~~~~~Why are everybody saying me.......it's my own choice isn't it??....how long?how much?how far?when?what?what ifs?.....since i'm making the choice, i'm able to bear the outcomes.....the process....the durations......i know they care, they don't want me to fight a losing battle....but there's a saying...."If you don't even try to give it your best fight in a battle, not believing you can win it, in the first instance.....that battle is already lost without even ending, even though it's a losing battle"~~~~

Saturday Outing
Supposed to be going 2nd Link that night, but due to some matters that cropped up, Filbert and the rest of us decided to go rounding. Met Huixian at her workplace first, as she was joining us for the outing. Went down to meet up with the rest of the guys at Bedok area....had our supper and drinks while waiting....next finally after CG=Corner God, reached, we decided to head to our first stop......Devil's bend.
Bikes = two RVFs, one R1, two SPs, one RS125
.......upon reaching our first stop, went in straight....though Huixian was my pillon, she seems calm enough and used to the speed, at which i normally go, so i went through the corners as normally as possible....trying not to push too much...went for a few rounds. Next we headed for 99Wan....whacked through for two rounds....went low for a few corners....came to a stop, let Huixian off to get some air, as she's not feeling well, for her cough. Went back into the corners by myself again for a few more rounds....went even lower!LoL....after playing much for 99Wan, Byran and his pillon, disappeared.........found out they went to the park uphill.........so we decided to go find them....be lightbulbs!!!...reached the top, found them...however, we didn't want to disturb them, thus went to a workout corner in the park, chatted and Huixian tried playing with the dipping bars.....finally got up on it, the height of the bars were too high....some time passed, and we decided to make a move for OLCK road....final destination for the night, which was already around 3am.......chatted and played for awhile....till a few others came around, and we decided to make a move off home....sent Huixian home....walked her to her door, waited for her to washup, left for home....reached home around 5plus........great bike day out. Glad that she enjoyed it too....though she's really drained out for work the next day!

Next came Sunday.....woke up late around 6pm or so.....decided to go fetch Huixian from work, when she sms me about going to our favourite hangout.....so left to pick her from work, while on the way down to the place, changed of plans, went to Mustafa instead, to look for her "Puma" T-shirt....however, only left one, which was too small and not the colour she was looking for......sad...went around looking at other stuffs....came upon the games section, and she bought a GBA game for her little brother, how happy will i be if i'm her brother!......great sister he got...: )
.......after a little more of walking, chatting, teasing, beatings from her....felt hungry, headed down to Bencoolen street for some supper....ordered "Chicken cutlet rice" and "Lamb chopped"....cutting away....and her eating away....and hey!3rd time you cut for me....keke....so happy!...after finishing our supper, sent her home, got off the bike....and she went in home straight, as she's too shag to even talk more.....poor girl...went home too and went to sleep, though i didn't really fall asleep.....for almost 1hr.....

.........woke up today early........blogging away the past days' events....listening to music....guess now i'm going to "Rot" for awhile before i meet Huixian later, for some shopping and movie......

Just got home not long ago from work at DBL O....oh must i say "I really enjoyed the night with my SiFu, in the same bar!" Thought i would lose touch on bartending.....yet, the moment i stepped into the bar......it was like magic that i remember where everything is.....how things go about, pricing, concoctions.....and importantly, the speed and accurancy of doing orders!....Fantastic!Joked and played....like a cicrus, throwing jugs and glasses here and there.....there was this lady, who went abit mad, came to our bartop...started screaming....so....me and my SiFu, decided to do something......SCREAM back...LoL....and the cashier and us started laughing....though it's shag....and we decided not to take any break time....we shagged it out together.....and glad that my SiFu said this "With you in my bar, i don't need to do anything...i can relax.....you not rusty what!....as good as before!"....Thanks man!

.......Didn't bring my HP along....placed it in the locker.....hmmm, should have brought it along....wanted to wish her a good nights rest....but then again...hope she's having a nice dream now....will be working wednesday till friday next week.....saturday and i'm off to Bangkok!!!....LoL....

Penny For My Thoughs
Told my friend who is now an outlet supervisor....that i'm unable to commit on Xmas Eve....and yeah, he said ok, no problem......so i guess i will be able to keep my promise.....and i will keep it no matter what....Sifu said "If you stayed on then, the one promoted should be you instead of me, to Bar Captain..." but then i told him "I'm not as good as you in terms of knowledge and upselling....plus i'm too neutral in standing".....and he told me that i'm good....i shouldn't have left....however, i'm happy i left and ended here where i am today....knowing the people i know now...: ).....it's not like working today....to me it's not busy....btu Sifu say "You are Lau Jiao...the rest all new bird bartenders....to them may still be busy and unable to cope, that's why i say, you are here today, it really helped alot to me and them...i can play, cause you one person do almost everything!"......Lol....and we laughed and laughed and shout....till i abit no voice.....kept two Sol Beers till closing.....and drank it all up with Sifu....chatting....happy to work today....seeing all the familiar faces....the new birds promoted to bartenders finally.....great!And i'm looking forward to monday.....missing the smses....

......drinking red wine my dad bought now....going to finish it up before i go sleep....feeling sleepy finally....everybody at work and those regular customers, Irene's friend.....asked about me and her, they seemed shocked to hear of the breakup.....told them it's fated and can't be helped...

..........shall end my blog here..........

........supposed to be resting before i go to work at night.....guess what, i'm wide awake now...all thanks to those inconsiderate human beings, being nice enough to even term them as "humans"!

........live in a rented flat, having four kids, yet, don't have the right mind to teach them proper manners and to be considerate to others....you are working night too, yet you tell your kids, or should i say "Rascals", to play outside the corridor, and make a big fucking din!.....mind you idiots, that's not a playground....and it only shows that you "Man and Woman" are a lousy example to them.....since you can't teach them.....WHY the HELL give birth to them....??I pity them growing up and end up letting people see them as useless and with no manners.....that freaking hell includes me in that view!!!!

........though i slipped on my mp4....damned, you all pissed me and my dad off!!....called town council, MP called them, yet still KPKB.....town council told us to call police.....called them up.....then fuck, they shut up.....sad to hear that town council can't do anything about it......sigh.....

........nevermind, just registered my mp4 online....downloaded some pictures into it.....too bad it can't be placed as wallpapers....but nevertheless, i'm contented. : )

....................ok, think i will try to nap abit more.....since the animals had toned down for the time being, as the hunters are out......may the prey be hunted!!!!!

Find your birthday and then find your tree. This is really cool and somewhat accurate. Then send it to your friends, including the one that sent it to you, so they can find out what tree they fell from.

Jan 01 to Jan 11 - Fir Tree
Jan 12 to Jan 24 - Elm Tree
Jan 25 to Feb 03 - Cypress Tree
Feb 04 to Feb 08 - Poplar Tree
Feb 09 to Feb 18 - Cedar Tree
Feb 19 to Feb 28 - Pine Tree
Mar 01 to Mar 10 - Weeping Willow Tree
Mar 11 to Mar 20 - Lime Tree
Mar 21 (only) - Oak Tree
Mar 22 to Mar 31 - Hazelnut Tree
Apr 01 to Apr 10 - Rowan Tree
Apr 11 to Apr 20 - Maple Tree
Apr 21 to Apr 30 - Walnut Tree
May 01 to May 14 - Poplar Tree
May 15 to May 24 - Chestnut Tree
May 25 to Jun 03 - Ash Tree
Jun 04 to Jun 13 - Hornbeam Tree
Jun 14 to Jun 23 - Fig Tree
Jun 24 (only) - Birch Tree
Jun 25 to Jul 04 - Apple Tree
Jul 05 to Jul 14 - Fir Tree
Jul 15 to Jul 25 - Elm Tree
Jul 26 to Aug 04 - Cypress Tree
Aug 05 to Aug 13 - Poplar Tree
Aug 14 to Aug 23 - Cedar Tree
Aug 24 to Sep 02 - Pine Tree
Sep 03 to Sep 12 - Weeping Willow Tree
Sep 13 to Sep 22 - Lime Tree
Sep 23 (only) - Olive Tree
Sep 24 to Oct 03 - Hazelnut Tree
Oct 04 to Oct 13 - Rowan Tree
Oct 14 to Oct 23 - Maple Tree
Oct 24 to Nov 11 - Walnut Tree
Nov 12 to Nov 21 - Chestnut Tree
Nov 22 to Dec 01 - Ash Tree
Dec 02 to Dec 11 - Hornbeam Tree
Dec 12 to Dec 21 - Fig Tree
Dec 22 (only) - Beech Tree
Dec 23 to Jan 01 - Apple Tree

TREES (in alphabetical order)
Apple Tree(Love) -- quiet and shy at times, lots of charm, appeal, and attraction, pleasant attitude, flirtatious smile, adventurous, sensitive, loyal in love, wants to love and be loved, faithful and tender partner, very generous, many talents, loves children, needs affectionate partner.

Ash Tree (Ambition) -- extremely attractive, vivacious, impulsive, demanding, does not care for criticism, ambitious, intelligent, talented, likes to play with fate, can be very egotistic, reliable, restless lover, sometimes money rules over the heart, demands attention, needs love and much emotional support.

Beech Tree (Creative) -- has good taste, concerned about its looks, materialistic, good organization of life and career, economical, good leader, takes no unnecessary risks, reasonable, splendid lifetime companion, keen on keeping fit (diets, sports, etc.).

Birch Tree (Inspiration) -- vivacious, attractive, elegant,friendly, unpretentious, modest, does not like anything in excess, abhors the vulgar, loves life in nature and in calm, not very passionate, full of imagination, little ambition, creates a calm and content atmosphere.

Cedar Tree (Confidence) -- of rare strength, knows how to adapt, likes unexpected presents, of good health, not in the least shy, tends to look down on others, self-confident, a great speaker, determined, often impatient, likes to impress others, has many talents, industrious, healthy optimism, waits for the one true love, able to make quick decisions.

Chestnut Tree (Honesty) -- of unusual stature, impressive,well-developed sense of justice, fun to be around, a planner, born diplomat, can be irritated easily, sensitive of others feelings, hard worker, sometimes acts superior, feels not understood at times, fiercely family oriented, very loyal in love, physically fit.

Cypress Tree (Faithfulness) -- strong, muscular, adaptable, takes what life has to give but doesn't necessarily like it, strives to be content, optimistic, wants to be financially independent, wants love and affection, hates loneliness, passionate lover which cannot be satisfied, faithful, quick-tempered at times, can be unruly and careless, loves to gain knowledge, needs to be needed.

Elm Tree (Noble-mindedness) -- pleasant shape, tasteful clothes, modest demands, tends not to forgive mistakes, cheerful, likes to lead but not to obey, honest and faithful partner, likes making decisions for others, noble-minded, generous, good sense of humor, practical.

Fig Tree (Sensibility) -- very strong minded, a bit self-willed, honest, loyal, independent, hates contradiction or arguments, hard worker when wants to be, loves life and friends, enjoys children and animals, sexually oriented, great sense of humor, has artistic talent and great intelligence.

Fir tree (Mysterious) -- extraordinary taste, handles stress well, loves anything beautiful, stubborn, tends to care for those close to them, hard to trust others, yet a social butterfly, likes idleness and laziness after long demanding hours at work, rather modest, talented, unselfish, many friends, very reliable.

Hazelnut Tree (Extraordinary) -- charming, sense of humor, very demanding but can also be very understanding, knows how to make a lasting impression, active fighter for social causes and politics, popular, quite moody, sexually oriented, honest, a perfectionist, has a precise sense of judgment and expects complete fairness.

Hornbeam Tree (Good Taste) -- of cool beauty, cares for its looks and condition, good taste, is not egoistic, makes life as comfortable as possible, leads a reasonable and disciplined life, looks for kindness and acknowledgment in an emotional partner, dreams of unusual lovers, is seldom happy with its feelings, mistrusts most people, is never sure of its decisions, very conscientious.

Lime Tree (Doubt) - intelligent, hard working, accepts what life dishes out, but not before trying to change bad circumstances into good ones, hates fighting and stress, enjoys getaway vacations, may appear tough, but is actually soft and relenting, always willing to make sacrifices for family and friends, has many talents but not always enough time to use them, great leadership qualities, is jealous at times but extremely loyal.

Maple Tree (Independence of Mind) -- no ordinary person, full of imagination and originality, shy and reserved, ambitious, proud, self-confident, hungers for new experiences, sometimes nervous, has many complexities, good memory, learns easily, complicated love life, wants to impress.

Oak Tree (Brave) -- robust nature, courageous, strong, unrelenting, independent, sensible, does not like change, keeps its feet on the ground, person of action.

Olive Tree (Wisdom) -- loves sun, warmth and kind feelings, reasonable, balanced, avoids aggression and violence, tolerant, cheerful, calm, well-developed sense of justice, sensitive, empathetic, free of jealousy, loves to read and the company of sophisticated people.

Pine Tree (Peacemaker) -- loves agreeable company, craves peace and harmony, loves to help others, active imagination, likes to write poetry, not fashion conscious, great compassion, friendly to all, falls strongly in love but will leave if betrayed or lied to, emotionally soft, low self esteem, needs affection and reassurance.

Poplar Tree (Uncertainty) -- looks very decorative, talented, not very self-confident, extremely courageous if necessary, needs goodwill and pleasant surroundings, very choosy, often lonely, great animosity, great artistic nature, good organizer, tends to lean toward philosophy, reliable in any situation, takes partnership seriously.

Rowan Tree (Sensitivity) -- Vivacous, full of charm, cheerful, gifted without egoism, likes to draw attention, loves life, motion, unrest, and even complications, is both dependent and independent, good taste, artistic, extremely passionate, emotional, good company, does not forgive.

Walnut Tree (Passion) -- unrelenting, strange and full of contrasts, often egotistic, aggressive, noble, broad horizon, unexpected reactions, spontaneous, unlimited ambition, no flexibility, difficult and uncommon partner, not always liked but often admired, ingenious strategist, very jealous and passionate, no compromise.

Weeping Willow (Melancholy) - likes to be stress free, loves family life, full of hopes and dreams, attractive, very empathetic, loves anything beautiful, musically inclined, loves to travel to exotic places, restless, capricious, honest, can be influenced but is not easy to live with when pressured, sometimes demanding, good intuition, suffers in love until they find that one loyal, steadfast partner; loves to make others laugh.

.......Going back to night life work today evening....though it's night life, hey, people always have the wrong impressions of it....linking it to bad reputations, flirts, playboys, loose girls and etc.....but note to those out there.....it's a respectable job though....and not as wayward as the conventional thinking and rumors. : ).....in my view, it's a interesting job....and fast paced environment...

Not been updating for a few days.........

.......had a great day today, first of all, went to bring Huixian to the polyclinic, as she was not feeling well, with a bad flu and a sore throat. Reached the polyclinic, was told to come back at 1.30pm. Thus, we bought some drinks and went to the nearby voiddeck to chill out, and to read the story books that we brought along, listening to my mp4. Not long, it's 1.30pm already, headed back to the polyclinic, waited for the queue number, and then for the doctor to see to her sickness. Afterwhich, went to get the medicines and we went to JP for our meals. Went walking around, and to Popular, looking for colored papers and makers..........

When it started rainning heavily outside, after some time, decided to sent her home despite the downpour, of cause after i ordered her to wear my oversized jacket!: )

......reached her place, and next was reading time, while she started making bookmarks from the materials that she bought. Finally, got my new bookmark made by her....nice! I liked it alot, thanks! Anyway, next felt tired, and she too was tired from taking the medicine...so i decided to make a move....when Filbert called me up, saying i made a date with him today, to go rounding and makan.....so no choice, got to go despite being tired.......and Huixian too came along, some reasons behind though....

......so we went down to Geylang to eat Frog porridge with Filbert and friends, ate the almost whole pot of porridge....except for one bowl into Huixian's stomach =P....then we decided to go down to Old Lim Chu Kang Road.....reached there with four SPs, one RS125 and one RVF plus myself.....had alot of fun down there....joked played laughed....

Photographs taken by Huixian : )....video clips not placed as it's not that good to post it??....hee!

After having a fun night, we decided to call it a day. Sent Huixian home, reached her place, parked at the usual place....but something not so usual, yet has a special effect on me, made me so happy and what can i say but "HAPPY"!!....GREAT DAY!!.....rode back home with a feeling of melting into liquid form instantly.......

Penny For My Thoughts

.....Having a dream of someone, out of the blue, finally had a dream that involves that someone, though i can't remember what it is, but it's definitely a good dream.......then i got to get that other feeling again....after hoping it was real life rather than texts.....i'm really on cloud nine now...will always hold on to that feeling that moment....although it's sad to see that someone feeling unwell, yet, knowing that she is enjoying the times out, is all that's needed to be said...and felt....now i'm feeling very tired, and my dad asked what i have been doing late out lately....told him i'm out with friends and also today with my biker friends.....told me to do something more meaningful, won't it be better?....." Yes, i did, i went my friend's house for reading session"...he agreed.....but deep inside, it's not just the reading....but all of what i did for the day and night!....i enjoy doing what i'm doing.....ok, i should be going to sleep now, may she be resting soundly now....hopes her cough will be better later when she wakes up.....so that she won't be feeling uncomfortable at work...send my guardian angel over, if i ever have one!

Peace Out!