..........Really missing my dear dear alot, wanting so much to be able to be by her side always, to keep her at ease, to be able to protect her from her fears and worries.....seeing that she's so happy at her current job place...yet, wanting her to change her job, not cause i want her to lose her happy workplace...but deep down inside, i really fear for her safety more than anything else....even if it means my own...went down to her workplace today, think i nag too much about things...but it's cause i really care and i really worry...and that i'll support her every decision made ultimately.....sorry dear dear, your dear, me, old already...keep nag...=p

Dear Dear: just want you to know that i cherish you more than everything else....seeing you in fear, makes me want to protect you from it...

....now, back home after work...think i'm having an itchy throat, hmmm....eyes are tired, not a busy night at work...little crowd...

Dear dear asked if i could support her in future....i told her, "Right now i might not be able to do so.....but in the long run, i will work hard, and will be able to do so....willingly and happily..."......as to that said, dear will really work hard in watever my future career may be....support you till the day i can't lift my little fingers....

...........awwwwwwww.....how i miss her now....wanting to hug her tight, let her know i'm there, so that she'll feel at ease...not feeling the fear....hope she's sleeping soundly...

Dear Dear!!Muckz!!!!HugS!!!!Love You!!!!!!