Another fine day after working night shift.

There's a few things/issues currently on my mind...first and foremost, the person I worry most now, what should I really do? There's thoughts and feelings running wild inside of me...just don't seem to feel at ease. Although, for now, I will always send her a smiley...to remind her of the wonderful days all ahead waiting, everyday...

...I know she feels bad that she seems to be troubling me, however, its not a trouble, to help out in any way possible. Nevertheless, I will respect whatever steps she takes, just hoping I'm remembered as a friend.

Even now, I'm worrying, wondering if the day was good, how the night's going to pass by...whether it's still as tough and hurting....."For now, I know it's painful and hurtful.."