Feeling tired by the day.......don't know if it's mentally getting wore out or physically....maybe it's cause of waking up early in the day, which im not very use to now....but, guess i won't die from all those tireness.....
......back home now, after acompanying Huixian for consultation with the doctor....what a bad blister she got....hope it'll heal soon....feel bad for those feats of hers'. Realised my parents are still outside....most probably still at Orchard area....hmmm, feel so emtpy at home suddenly.....blogging now with my eyes feeling so sleepy.....
......before riding home, kind of got her little brother into trouble, so sorry about it.....if i knew that was coming, i would just leave straight.....although he's naughty but....hey, guess his still a kid right....anyway, i don't really approve on what she did.......but forget it....feel bad....
......checked my petrol, going empty soon....decided to ride down to pump petrol....thought i kind of miss the voiddeck....went to the Shell station there, went to the voiddeck....parked my bike like last time....sat there drinking Pink Dolphin.....didn't get those feelings anymore....realised i didn't really miss that place anymore.....like any other voiddecks.....knowing that, i took off home....
......went online, checked my emails, Irene had updated her blog again....took a look, hmm...."actually wanted to plan something nice with someone special, but no need anymore".....guess that refers to me....maybe i'm not fated to be with her....always thought i could change the outcome, but right now.....i discovered, somethings can't be forced......and giving in always doesn't help to solve the problems that arise......anyway, hope she can just do something nice for herself......glad that she's living life to the fullest now......
.............Filbert, asking me to go 99wan just.....told him i'm damn shag...think if i go, most probably i will just eat grass at the corners and corner down the slope.....lol....
..................Hmmmmmmm...sometimes, people are so weird....knowing they want to do something, yet, when the time comes, they just either run away from it or just stand there doing nothing at all....hoping that some forces can push them into doing it........doing what their hearts really felt like doing.....are they afraid of scaring party...or do they just care too much about how the other party feels.....thinking too much at times really makes humans look so stupid.....why can't it be like the Nike slogan "Just Do It"????.........why are my eyes still open.......lol.....however, think it'll be some time before i blog again.....will be shag out from business soon......
........parents still not home........feel so freaking weird and abit lonely........though it's a small house i live in........yet.....seems so empty without them around..........i shall stop blogging then........
......back home now, after acompanying Huixian for consultation with the doctor....what a bad blister she got....hope it'll heal soon....feel bad for those feats of hers'. Realised my parents are still outside....most probably still at Orchard area....hmmm, feel so emtpy at home suddenly.....blogging now with my eyes feeling so sleepy.....
......before riding home, kind of got her little brother into trouble, so sorry about it.....if i knew that was coming, i would just leave straight.....although he's naughty but....hey, guess his still a kid right....anyway, i don't really approve on what she did.......but forget it....feel bad....
......checked my petrol, going empty soon....decided to ride down to pump petrol....thought i kind of miss the voiddeck....went to the Shell station there, went to the voiddeck....parked my bike like last time....sat there drinking Pink Dolphin.....didn't get those feelings anymore....realised i didn't really miss that place anymore.....like any other voiddecks.....knowing that, i took off home....
......went online, checked my emails, Irene had updated her blog again....took a look, hmm...."actually wanted to plan something nice with someone special, but no need anymore".....guess that refers to me....maybe i'm not fated to be with her....always thought i could change the outcome, but right now.....i discovered, somethings can't be forced......and giving in always doesn't help to solve the problems that arise......anyway, hope she can just do something nice for herself......glad that she's living life to the fullest now......
.............Filbert, asking me to go 99wan just.....told him i'm damn shag...think if i go, most probably i will just eat grass at the corners and corner down the slope.....lol....
..................Hmmmmmmm...sometimes, people are so weird....knowing they want to do something, yet, when the time comes, they just either run away from it or just stand there doing nothing at all....hoping that some forces can push them into doing it........doing what their hearts really felt like doing.....are they afraid of scaring party...or do they just care too much about how the other party feels.....thinking too much at times really makes humans look so stupid.....why can't it be like the Nike slogan "Just Do It"????.........why are my eyes still open.......lol.....however, think it'll be some time before i blog again.....will be shag out from business soon......
........parents still not home........feel so freaking weird and abit lonely........though it's a small house i live in........yet.....seems so empty without them around..........i shall stop blogging then........
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