Home......from a wonderful and memoriable sunday....

....wokeup, when over to Huixian's house, not by my bike, but by MRT....holding that special present that i made for her....since nearly 1mth before her birthday, praying hard it doesn't rain on my way to the MRT and keeping it safe from the human traffic. Sitting in the MRT train, ignoring the stares people give, knowing that i'm doing what i feel is the right thing to do.....

.....as i reached Boonlay stop, got off and went down to her house....think i gave her a shock in regards to the present....deep inside, i feel so damn happy to see her that delighted and smiling brightly!! The effort from making it, to bringing it over, to seeing her smile on her face.....it just made me melt inside...remembering every seconds of it.

.....afterwhich, went to get 4D at JP....i decided to queue up while Huixian went for a haircut at EQ.....so after getting the 4D tickets, i went up to the EQ place.....saw her inside having her haircut, decided to wait outside......a sudden thought made me ran into John Little's store to get her favourite perfume, and waiting outside the EQ shop.....waiting eagerly for her to come out.......hoping to give her a surprise, turned out not much of a surprise.....but i'm glad i did it, doing it cause my heart felt like doing!

......walked to a nearby shop and bought ABS Vodka for the steamboat dinner later.....walked back to her house and waited for the rest of the guys and gals to arrive for the feast. Started the feast soon and started eating and cooking and drinking, chatting and joking......soon after finishing, we started playing majong....for a few games before most of them left, leaving me Huixian and Mel.....started playing cards with her little brother....damn funny....

.....will never forget this moment in life....feel so like an idiot, as with my nickname in msn now....lol, didn't know humans are that bad.....i'm human too, why ain't i as bad as you?...knowing the person i love most now, is being hurt in a way.....what the hell.....why did i even bother to congrats, felt a sudden blood rush to my head and heart......stopping it for a moment.....then....hearing the comforting words spoken, made me cool down.......

......hoping that the time don't pass us so fast, the moment you rested on my shoulder....the hugs....the long ago hugs that i long for again......but didn't dare to just now.....really miss them.......

~~When infront of me, there's no need to hide your tears, no need to feel shy, no need to feel awkard, feel what you want to feel, be yourself, let your tears control you, i will be there to see you through~~