....Feeling tired but having past a wonderful and funny night at the chalet, i've finally reached home...**Loving you silently and trying to be by your side always,
....as usual, i checked the status of my driving license, up to date, i'm still safe....praying that it'll stay that way till mid October....wanting you to be happy,
But guess if it's the worse case, i have to face the music eventually, as it's my own fault. : ).... hoping you find the right happiness, care and security.... even if it's hard on myself,
Admitting and learning from one'e/own's mistakes is what's important.....not blaming others for my own actions taken or words said... i don't mind, no motives, no anticipations, just my feelings for you.... knowing it's near impossible btwn us.
~~Feeling sleepy now......don't think i can sleep much....going to go out soon to see another shop...when will we strike it?....faster before i lose faith in all....~~I'm glad being a close friend to give you my fullest support possible.Don't worry too much, the path will open up one day, clearly.**