Friday, October 20, 2006

Wondering why i get to blog now?!.....cause i'm at home, bloody coffeeshop had a rampage earlier on.

Woke up at 6am....with bloodshot eyes....a lousy mood....washed up and went out with my dad to the stall.....just as we reached the expressway, it started rainning....and i'm having a running nose, with a tissue stucked in it....reached the stall, and this fucker got to create trouble with the "Kopi Kia"......started smashing every glass in sight, the cashier machine, the drink fridge, the glasses.....and he single-handedly flipped all the tables upside down.......claiming he is from "Ang Seun Tong".....and not to forget he smashed the glass panel of the furniture shop next to the coffeeshop.......because of a bottle of beer.....which he have no money to pay.....

.........seeing that, we decided to go have breakfast at the hawker.....while the police did their duties......returned and decided, how to do business....off till monday work.......so now i'm here, back home blogging......

.............had just lost part of my mind yesterday night...........everything had been adding up inside........and some just started coming in, when i thought it's gone with the wind.........why must the truths be so cruel...why must they be made known to me now................business' not good......not my interest................should i endure and give up everything else?............

~~~~~I should control the rate of my losing of mind......before i get into a serious accident........by the way, i didn't want to lose it....didn't want this part of the blog to be here.......reminding myself, i'm human.......i got a limit in me......the limit's reaching the top.........and i'm gasping for air now.....~~~~~

~~~~~Ah Xian.......thanks so much for enduring my problems......though i'm making you laugh, you are making me forget my troubles and making me smile......though for a short moment, when you are around, but it's a great relieve from all the thoughts.....guess i should just endure for the time being........his my father afterall......lastly, got to thank my "Softheartedness"......good or bad??.....nevermind.....i myself don't know......~~~~~

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