After wracking my mind inside out, for the past few days....i decided to go for my own dreams and follow my interest...

I really got to thank Huixian for being there to listen to my ranting and also for the mind smoothing music, which helped alot....making me feel so relaxed....though you are tired from work, still you were there....it helped lots. With all that in mind, i finally wrote my thoughts down and left a note for my dad, after which, i went out, and all the while thinking of what the outcome might be.....and at the end of it all, a big relief when he replied, saying it's right to pursue my studies!.....seeing that smile on my face again....happy for all the support and help given by you. : )

Penny For My Thoughts!!
.........although i know the person really just treat me as a very good friend, i will never give up, not wanting to give up anything or anyone i cherish again.......asked by my friends, "so are you two together?"....."No, just friends"....."then why go so all out"......."I'm doing it cause i felt like doing it and i'm happy just by doing it, cause it's what i really feel like doing inside"...."though the journey is far, at least she doesn't need an hour plus to reach home, whereby she can have enough rest.."....."most importantly, i enjoy the company from her..."........alway believe in spending quality time with that someone in my heart whenever possible....whenever i can.....foolish but that's me....foolish Ming LoL....

So for now, i have to help out at the stall till CNY.....and off i go for my studies....3mths more to endure....waking at 6am tomorrow....